hold me close..

hold me in your arms.

i would like to stay longer..

cuz..

i like the special scent of your shirt...

and the soft whisper that lingers...

synchronize ? NO WAY

when we have 100 children..

we have 100 world.
100 soul
100 voices

pls. never ever make all the voices into 1

what about the remainding of 99 voices ?

put urself into their shoes.


bare that in mind.

i could barely heard...

'What do you really want in your life?'


that was a long session of counseling..

i admit...i'm lost..
totally lost of direction ..

mum had done a great job in consulting ..somehow..convincing..

to move further...
i have to make decision.

'what do u really want in your life?'

i'm in the middle of the maze..

perhaps..

i should listen to the voice that can hardly be heard ...
deep inside the bottom of my heart..

mum... it was all in vein...

.thanks for those who care.

i want to be good..

i want to be good...

so that ppl wil think that u r good too.

so that ppl wil not oppose us...

so that u wil love me more...

so that i'l b good enough to be with you...

i wont let any chance to love you pass me by...

p/s: i love you

i'm NOT stupid

...hate the way u control me...

PLS STOP IT MUM!

perhaps u should tell me a better reason instead of these :

1. she said that she dun wan his mum to look me in THAT way.
'which way?' i wonder
i'm curious bout that n gonna find it out.

2. the location isn't convenience.
i dun think this is a problem.

3. she said that she is too paranoid about being robbed when i'm not with them.

THIS IS ANNOYING !

i mean... what do u think i can do to protect her

from robbers with gun or knife..other than ... screaming?

any other more-reasonable-reason?

ya ya ya..
i cant do anything i know.
i prefer remain silent instead of blow your brain off the next morning i wake up.

i want FREEDOM! i want to join the tuition! NOW!
and i'm not stupid mum..
bare that in mind.

i'm not willing to do this. but is all your fault.

-THESE IS SO-NOT- REASONABLE-REASON -

school life's miserable

what should i do..?
i mean... what can i do?

oh god... teachers are pulling me down...

what is the purpose of asking what's the problem we faced

and yet put the blame on us?

alright...they might be thinking we dont hv any rights to grade the teachers.

we r just telling the truth..
arghh...

speechless...

i know i cant do anything ....

WHO THE HELL ON EARTH AM I?

i think i should.
i MUST voice up.

sad to be true
I DID.

but u know...
my effort... wasted ... failed to make changes..
although i'm trying really hard on that.

not feeling like continue my complains.
off to bed. shut my emo..

... i need you to stand by me.... always.

4 Akikians... Thank you.

girls....
we r all depress ... i'm sure u all feel the same way....
thats no big deal actually.....
even i feel like wanna slam the chair when we hv been criticized by the judge...
( with several unreasonable reasons)

i dun think saying someone's name in short form is sarcasm..
in fact.... i think it is unfair to us..

forget bout that...
think about all the laughther...
memorable moments we've been through together...
as a TEAM....!! that feeling is great! isn't it?

i want to thanks all of you...
my form 4 life...
challenging...
fun...
memorable....

this is going to keep in my mind for the rest of my life...

not going to forget ...

the sense of satisfaction...fulfilment...

respectable eileen n sc..
camera 'women ' shi xain...

super 38 group ... chee ern,ser qi, joe een , sai yee,mingzz,esther, kar yan..
(generally everyone belongs to this group)

EVERYONE! i just wanna say: THANK U!